Volume 4 - Issue  2                               May  2008 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who marvels at both the simple things of life and its complex mysteries. ________________________________________________________ WHAT IS PROTON TREATMENT We talk so much about proton treatment that we sometimes forget some readers may not be familiar with it.  Loma Linda University's James M. Slater Proton Treatment Center has a terrific website www.protons.com for those who want to learn about proton treatment. Thousands of men have avoided surgery by being treated for prostate cancer, and proton radiation is used for many other types of cancer as well. SPRING VISIT TO LOMA LINDA In mid-April I enjoyed another visit to Loma Linda University Medical Center in California for a meeting of the Proton Treatment Center Advisory Council. We discussed the latest advances being made at Loma Linda, shared ideas for raising funds for ongoing research and talked of ways to deal with the growing demand for proton treatment. I also had the opportunity to speak at the weekly support group meeting. I have always thought that this group is mis-named. The attendees, mostly men undergoing treatment for prostate cancer, many accompanied by their spouses, are no "woe is me" group and need little "support". At the meetings they exchange upbeat stories and jokes, plan potluck dinners, and just have a great time. It's the positive attitude that is always present and so important. These weekly gatherings are led by Dr. Lynn Martell, who's been a friend and inspiration to hundreds of proton patients in recent years. Norene Nicola was at the meeting. She's the owner of Sebastian, the St. Bernard who played an important role in the book "Don't Fear the Big Dogs". Sebastian passed away a little over a year ago. Tori Lou's "First and Best California Friend" is dearly missed. At the meeting we presented Norene with an inscribed photo honoring Sebastian and announced that a paving stone bearing his name will be placed in the Centennial Walkway being built on the Loma Linda University Campus. WHAT'S TORI LOU BEEN UP TO? Now a junior at Verona High School, Lou made the honor roll this past quarter and with snowboarding season over has turned her focus to her music, playing guitar and songwriting with her friend Andy Joseph. They recently won the Battle of the Bands at Verona High and have been playing some gigs around town. WINTER'S OVER, CAN WINTER BE FAR AWAY? Here in Madison we apparently have completed winter now, having piled up a total of 104 inches (the normal winter average is 37 inches). Spring is doing its best to infiltrate the Wisconain territory claimed by Old Man Winter, but now in late April after one day of warm weather, we're again experiencing wind chills near the freezing mark. It seems when Al Gore handed out permits to visit the Land of Global Warming, he decided to grant Wisconsin residents a temporary visa good for only a few days. BOOK REPORT The must-read book for anyone considering choices of treatment for prostate cancer is my friend Bob Marckini's "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer", last week it was at number two on Amazon's list of more than 700 books on the subject. "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" was at number ten on that same list. WHAT IT'S REALLY ALL ABOUT Over the past three weeks I have had discussions with men from Pennsylvania, Washington, California and Wisconsin - all recently diagnosed with prostate cancer and going through the difficult experience of deciding what type of treatment would be best for them. As a member of the Loma Linda Proton Advisory Council and The Brotherhood of the Balloon I am contacted frequently by men looking for guidance. While I am not a doctor, and cannot give medical advice I can share my own experiences and emotions with them and hopefully be of help in their decision making. If you know of someone who has recently been diagnosed with prostate cancer feel free to refer them to my email address: bill@dontfearthebigdogs.com IT'S IN THE BOOK  (Excert from Chapter 28, "Don't Fear the Big Dogs") Loma Linda University Medical Center, with its landmark towers, was opened in 1967 and is recognized as a leader in health-sciences, research and service. Loma Linda University Medical Center became the first hospital-based proton treatment center in 1990. By spring, 2004 over 9,000 patients had been treated with protons at Loma Linda. As we strolled beneath the clear California sky that night, the campus area was an enigmatic blend of tranquility and trauma. Taking a break from our walk, Tori Lou and I relaxed on a park bench in the quiet campus courtyard. Sebastian was in repose next to us, massive nose placed between his huge front paws, contentedly drooling, with all due respect, on the University’s nicely manicured lawn.   Just a few hundred yards south of us and seven stories up, a helicopter was approaching, the sound of its blades growing louder as it slowed for its landing. The hospital trauma crew, clothing whipped by the wind from the copter’s blades, was at the ready, waiting to receive the incoming patient.  Order your copy of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" from Amazon.com Newsletter Archives - Our entire collection of newsletters, with pictures!    NOTABLE QUOTE "If I'd known I was going to live so long, I'd have taken better care of myself."  ~ Leon Eldred

Volume 4 - Issue  1                           February  2008 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who marvels at both the simple things of life and its complex mysteries. __________________________________________________________ WHAT IS PROTON TREATMENT? We talk so much about proton treatment that we sometimes forget some readers may not be familiar with it.  Loma Linda University's James M. Slater Proton Treatment Center has a terriric website. I encourage you to visit www.protons.com and refer others who want to learn about proton treatment. Also, check out my friend Bob Marckini's best selling book, "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer". FROM THE DEEP FREEZE As I am writing this, I'm stocked up on food prepared to spend another day or two going nowhere. By later today we are expecting to have accumulated up to 14 inches of new snow. It will fall on top of the freezing rain that's coming down now - preventing me from taking my dog, Roy, out for his morning duty. We'd both be slip slidin' away and I don't think the EMS guys could get up my driveway. This winter Wisconsin has had the most snow EVER. So far, nearly 80 inches and we're almost certain to hit close to 100 inches before Al Gore sends his Global Warming Squad in here to clear things up. IS "S.A.D." FOR REAL? Because of their rainy, gloomy winters the folks in Washington State and some of us here in Wisconsin suffer from something called "Seasonal Anxiety Disorder". Basically, I makes you depressed and wishing you were somewhere else. Right now I'd rather be in CA, AZ, FL or Hawaii. Hillary is supposed to speak here tonight to drum up votes for the WI primary. Even if she flew in last night, nobody will be able to make it to her forum. If she loses the Wisconsin primary, she can blame Al for leaving Wisconsin off the list when he handed out tickets to Global Warming. SO HOW'S TORI LOU DOING? She's without wheels right now so, as much as she loves snowboarding, Lou is bemoaning the weather, too. A high level fender bender on packed snow sent her Explorer directly to the body shop. Other than that, she's doing fine - continuing to excel at snowboarding and getting really good on the guitar. Her and a friend have actually played a couple of gigs at a local club's "underage night". They've written about a dozen songs, and they're really pretty good! She's also getting good grades as she socializes her way through her junior year in high school. Just missed the honor roll by a fraction of a grade point. And, I think she might be in contention for a best text messager award. Last month she pecked out well over 2,400 text messages. Five of them to me! HOW YOU MIGHT SAVE A LIFE 1) Make a list of three men you know who are over 50. 2) Ask each of them if they know what a PSA TEST is. 3) If one says yes, say "good for you." 4) If he says no, tell him to ask his doctor about it. Communication is our best weapon against prostate cancer. NEXT LOMA LINDA VISIT We're looking forward to another visit to Loma Linda, CA in April to attend a meeting of the Proton Treatment Center Advisory Council, and to again share the podium with Bob Marckini at a support group meeting at the University Medical Center. IT'S IN THE BOOK  (Excert from Chapter 27, "Don't Fear the Big Dogs") "I walked more slowly than usual across the hospital parking lot that Friday morning.  I was on my way to Gantry Three for my final proton treatment.  As I felt the warm sun on my shoulders and looked up at the San Bernardino Mountains, my thoughts were all over the place. I felt tears starting to materialize, but fought them off. This was indeed a very special place to me and I knew I would miss it. At the same time I thought of Tori Lou, sleeping soundly in her soft bed, dreaming of getting back with her friends in Wisconsin, and telling them of all the sights she had seen along the way.  I guess we had both become a little spoiled. Tori Lou was having a marvelous time, meeting new friends, seeing new places, learning new skills. Her devoted dad tagging along as financier, chauffeur and best friend.  And I had the company of an incredible young daughter, sharing experiences we may never have the chance to do again. An inner force, of which neither of us was aware at the time, was starting to whisper to her to become more independent.  She was on the brink of spreading her wings and testing the flight patterns beyond the nest.  I knew we shared an unbreakable bond and the two of us would always be devoted to one another; but I also knew that this journey had created a special closeness we may never experience again. Enough of that, I thought, fighting back the tears. I approached my “secret” entrance to Loma Linda University Medical Center.  “I can’t let the guys in Gantry Three see me crying,” I thought.  Making my way to the changing room, I tried to think ahead to the upcoming eight-day cross country drive back to Wisconsin, which promised to be a memorable part of our journey.   When the treatment was finished, I thanked the crew and said, “I’ll stop in and say “hi” when I come back for my checkup,” knowing that I probably would never see some of these guys again.  Back in the changing room, as I was looking in the mirror, untying the perfectly-tied knot behind my neck that held up the hospital gown, the realization that my treatments were actually over hit me. Tears gushed out uncontrollably. I was never able to establish the predominant source of those tears.  Was it relief that the treatments were finished?  Was it the knowledge that, maybe, I had finally crushed the chattering cancer gremlins?  Or, was it because the whole marvelous journey was almost over? The best I could determine it was a blend of all of those things. In the mirror I saw my own face, tanned by weeks in the California sun, reflecting a mystifying mosaic of sheer relief, genuine joy and yes…profound sadness." Order your copy of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" from Amazon.com  Newsletter Archives - Our entire collection of newsletters, with pictures!     NOTABLE QUOTE "I like these cold, gray winter days.  Days like these let you savor a bad mood."  ~ Bill Watterson

Volume 3 - Issue  8                           Aug-Sep  2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who marvels at both the simple things of life and its complex mysteries.  __________________________________________________________ WHAT IS PROTON TREATMENT We talk so much about proton treatment that we sometimes forget some readers may not be familiar with it.  Loma Linda University Proton Treatment Center has unveiled a new website and I encourage you to visit www.protons.com and refer others who want to learn about proton treatment. Remember, it is used not only for treating prostate cancer but also other forms of cancer as well. THE SPEED OF LIFE In our July newsletter we commented, "The endless rows of little green cornstalks who peeked out timidly to test the wind are knee high and headed right up to the sky."  Well, since then, thanks the rainiest August (in fact, the wettest month ever) in southern Wisconsin history and some hot sunny days those baby cornstalks have grown to about ten feet tall and turned golden tan! They lean on one another like a bunch of naked scarecrows coming out of a local saloon. The dust will fly soon as the giant cornpickers roll through and put them out of their pleasant misery. It's part of the delusion Wisconsite's treasure, known as the "change of seasons."  There are plenty of other signs right now.  Two days ago I saw a flock of geese sketching a sophomoric "V" across the sky, following their beaks toward Dollyland or wherever they go in the winter.  Walking on Bluff Valley Road, my puggle Roy and I saw (and Roy sniffed) several fuzzy catepillars patiently feeling their way across what must have seemed like a mile of asphalt. Hickory nuts are falling onto my deck by the bushel.  Roy barks when three hit the deck in quick sequence. It sounds like someone knocking on the door. I then yell, "Roy, stop barking. It's nuts!"  EVERY PARENT'S BIGGEST FEAR This past Sunday night two of Tori Lou's teenage friends were killed in a car accident. It has been a tough time for Lou and everyone in her school. And, imagine the pain the parents feel. Tori Lou is a good driver, but everytime I hear a siren, I worry.  Everytime she's late, I wait for the call from her to explain.  I was awakened by a phone call about a week ago at 3 a.m. When the caller said, "Sorry, wrong number", I sighed in relief and said, "Thank you." We've all heard and read in the news that auto accidents are the leading cause of death of teenagers. Only tough laws, tough parents, and smart, careful kids can reduce this tragic statistic. It's the only thing about which I preach to Tori Lou. "Don't go too fast, don't let friends distract you and always give the other guy "The Right of Dumb". Bless the teenage souls whose lives were tragically shortened and the grieving parents whose loss is immeasurable. OUR JULY VISIT TO CALIFORNIA In mid-July Tori Lou and I flew to California and had a wonderful week. We stayed with our friends Joe and Sara Gray Mackin in their rented condo in Loma Linda. Joe, a friend I've known for over thirty years, was there having proton treatment for prostate cancer, playing golf and holding ice cream socials every Wednesday night following the support meetings.   At the Wednesday meeting, Lou and I had the pleasure of sharing the potium with Bob Marckini, author of the best-selling book "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer - and You Don't Need Surgery to Do It." Tori Lou played guitar for the group and sang a song she and I wrote, which was inspired by a line in the book "Don't Fear the Big Dogs."  The song is dedicated to the caring nursing staff at Loma Lind University Hospital and it's titled, "Angels in Blue."  I marveled again at Tori Lou's self-confidence. I told the group, "This kid flew two thousand miles to get up in front of a group of people she's never seen, having performed in public only once before. That is truly a 'Don't Fear the Big Dogs' attitude." In the days that followed, Tori Lou went skating in Chino again with her friend, pro skateboarder Chris Hamrock.  If you've read our book, you'll remember Chris as having given Tori Lou her first surfing lesson. We also took a day trip with the Mackins to "The Block at Orange" where Tori Lou skated at Van's Skatepark and then we had lunch at Johnny Rocket's and visited the Crystal Cathedral. We also spent two days in San Diego visiting our friends Clark Anthony and his wife Kaye.  You'll remember from them the book. I've known Clark for over 40 years and he's a freelance voice talent who's dulcit tones drip out of the ceiling and pole-mounted speakers at Sea World. Tori Lou's California skateboarding came to an abrupt end in San Diego when she hurt her wrist and we had to visit immediate care. We were only there for several hundred dollars and then went to an authentic Mexican restaurant. The next day on the way back to Loma Linda we had lunch with Marc Paskin, another friend of over three decades, at his beachfront home in La Jolla.  We were in Cali for 8 days and only spent one night (the final night) in a hotel.  It pays to stay in touch with old friends.  IT'S IN THE BOOK  (Excert from Chapter 21, "Don't Fear the Big Dogs") “It’s six-twenty-five, on a cloudy Saturday morning, time to get up and get going with Bobby Vee and his big hit, Devil or Angel right here on W-P-E-O…The Pulse of Peoria!” I gushed out, in my phony 19-going-on-35 radio voice. This was my summer job in Peoria, Illinois in 1960.  Radio announcing was something I had gotten into sort of by accident; but it was the stepping stone into a broadcast management career that lasted 40 years, side-tracking me from what I really should have been doing all those four decades.  The Program Director at WPEO, “Rapid Robert” Edwards introduced me to a bright young high school student who was going to be working part time at the station.  He was Clark Anthony.   Clark (his real full name is Clark Anthony Burlingame) was only 14, just starting high school, and had obtained a special permit to work after school and weekends.  I wasn’t sure what he was going to do at WPEO, but he seemed like a nice kid and I showed him around the station, which was on the second floor of a rundown Peoria office building and consisted of two small studios, an office or two and a Dr. Pepper machine. Not long after Clark started working at WPEO, I transferred to Augustana College in Rock Island, Illinois and got a job at KSTT, the powerhouse Top Forty station of the Quad-Cities.  Two years later, I was on the air doing my 21-going-on-37 phony radio delivery: “It’s 10:15 on a sunny Monday morning, time to do the Loco-Motion with Little Eva on K-S-T-T, The Quad-Cities’ Home of the Good Guys!” “There’s someone here to see you,” the voice on the intercom cackled into the studio, as I turned off the microphone. “I told him you were on the air, but he says you know him. His name is Clark Burlingame.” “You’re kidding,” I said, “Send him in.  That’s Clark Anthony!  He must have gotten his driver’s license. Tell him to come into the studio.” “My parents decided to move here from Peoria,” Clark explained. “And, I thought you might need some help.” By then, I’d become Program Director of KSTT and I hired Clark on the spot.  Later we’d try to figure out what he would do.  In reminiscing forty years later, neither of us could remember exactly what he did do, but I remember he was very good at it. After graduating from Rock Island High School, Clark went to Augustana College and continued to work at KSTT, becoming one of its most popular personalities. In the late ‘60s, with Viet Nam at a fever pitch, Clark was drafted into the Marines and, as luck would have it, was assigned to do Armed Forces Radio in Southern California.  When Tori Lou and I arrived at his home in San Diego for our visit, it was easy to see why he and his wife Kaye, whom he’d married back in the Quad-Cities, chose to stay in San Diego once his tour of duty ended.   Order your copy of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" from www.amazon.com Newsletter Archives - Our entire collection of newsletters, with pictures!    NOTABLE QUOTE "Friends Become Our Chosen Family." (seen on a wall plaque in Clark and Kaye's guest bathroom)

Volume 3 - Issue  6                                 Jun - 2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. ______________________________________________ WELL DESERVED RECOGNITION One of the proudest moments I've experienced at Loma Linda came during the University's 100th Anniversary Celebration.  Adjunct to one of the activities, we held an impromptu book signing and one of the persons who bought a copy of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" was Dr. James Slater.  Dr. Slater is one of my greatest heroes.  He is the marvelously intelligent, yet lovingly humble scientist and visionary who, with undying perserverance, developed the Proton Treatment Center at Loma Linda. Last month the treatment center was re-named in his honor.  At left:  Dr. Slater with Lyn Behrens, President of Loma Linda University. (photo courtesy of Bob Marckini, Brotherhood of the Balloon)  Here are excerpts from a press release from the Adventist News Network: May 25, 2007 Loma Linda, California, United States .... [Taashi Rowe] After nearly 17 years and almost 12,000 successfully treated patients, the Proton Treatment Center at Loma Linda University Medical Center (LLUMC), has been renamed for its developer Dr. James Slater. The facility will officially be known as the James Slater Proton Treatment Center.  Dr. Slater, a pioneer in the field of proton therapy for treating cancer, started pushing for a proton treatment center at LLUMC in the 1970s. Back then he was being trained to do radiation treatment. But he said, "I didn't like seeing the side effects patients received from x-rays. I knew there were better things out there but only in physics laboratories." Starting in 1970 Dr. Slater visited various facilities to study treatments using proton, the helium ion, the negative pi meson (pion) and other particles. Studies and collaboration with various labs continued into the 1980s. Dr. Slater ultimately settled on proton treatment. Unlike conventional x-ray radiation, proton therapy treats cancerous tumors without harming surrounding healthy tissue. "I went with protons because they were highly controllable and I knew that protons would not be harsh for the patients like all these other heavier particles are. So it became my first choice," Dr. Slater recalled. Experts at the center specialize in proton therapy for lung, brain, and prostate cancer treatment. They are also researching how to treat breast cancer with protons. As chair and professor of the Department of Radiation Medicine at LLUMC, Dr. Jerry D. Slater, son of Dr. James Slater, has worked with the center for some time now. He says, "What we have been pioneering at this center is a model that the rest of the world now follows." Pastor Lowell Cooper, chairman of the LLUMC board and a vice president of the Adventist world church said the board chose to rename the center after Dr. Slater because, "He is the one who lead in the development of the Center at Loma Linda and is recognized worldwide as a leading physicist. Dr. Slater is really one of the most outstanding scientists, not only in our denominational ranks, but in the world."  Today the center continues researching new and better ways of treating cancer. THE SPEED OF LIFE They grow a lot of corn around here in Wisconsin.  Just a few days ago,  endless rows of little green infant cornstalks peeked out timidly to test the wind.  Now, in the time it takes to walk around the block, they are knee high and headed right up to the sky. How is it time goes so fast?  Think about this: In less than a year, Annette Funicello will be eligible for Social Security! It has been two years since "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" was published and almost three years since I completed proton treatment for prostate cancer at Loma Linda University Medical Center. In the final chapter of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" I mused that "Tori Lou’s journey into 8th grade, and beyond, was about  to begin. Just how far might her many talents take her?" Well, corn grows, world turns, and now she's just finishing her sophomore year at Verona High School and in a couple of weeks will fly alone for the first time to Mt. Hood, Oregon for a summer snowboard camp. She drives her Ford Explorer like a pro and today's high gas prices have driven her monthly allowance up to three times the cost of my first car!  She's getting "A's" in Art and German. Bs and an occasional C+ in other subjects. Looking ahead, she's thinking of a career in graphic arts, but has not ruled out the possibility of some professional involvement in snowboarding.  She plays guitar quite well, and has mastered the art of text messaging. But, best of all, she's stayed out of trouble and has many many friends who all think she is the greatest kid in the world. Who am I to argue with her friends? Check out Lou's two websites, www.torilou.com and www.steezee.com. AMERICAN IDOL What would any newsletter today be without some discussion of American Idol?  Here are my predictions. Melinda Doolittle will become a mega star, another Gladys, Aretha or  Whitney. Her forthcoming CD is already a multi-million seller in people's minds. Jordin Sparks is only 17. Just how far may her talents take her?  Watch for her to have a hit CD soon, and  more to follow. Blake Edwards will have a video game developed in his image. As for the show? It has become a more of a popularity contest and variety show and less of a singing contest.  The winner is not always the best singer. But, it's a launching pad of enormous proportions for talented young performers. I like the judges, but wish they had more sway over the results, instead of the text messaging public. I like Paula when she's coherent, I like Randy even though he has caused me to use the phrase "check it out, dawg" more often than I should.  And, I like Simon!  But, then I also like House and Becker. IT'S IN THE BOOK (Excerpt from Chapter 8 - "Don't Fear the Big Dogs") It was Memorial Day - Monday, May 31, 2004. My proton treatments were to start the next day. In Southern California they have an annual phenomenon they call “June Gloom”.  Unusually heavy coastal fog occurs around this time of year and combines with smog drifting over from Los Angeles, causing the view of the mountains to be obscured part of the day and the sunshine to lose some of its brilliance. This is Southern California’s version of the change of seasons. It’s less extreme than Wisconsin’s, where the leaves fall off the trees, the temperature drops dozens of degrees, the ground gets covered with white stuff and the checkout clerks at the supermarket become less personable. I decided to spend Memorial Day just exploring, relaxing and enjoying the weather.  I turned North on Highway 18, a four-lane wandering climb up the mountain toward what’s known as the “Rim of the World”.  I drove for about half an hour, and found myself at an altitude of a couple of thousand feet higher and felt a cooler temperature.  The view was magnificent. I vowed this was a place I would visit again and, next time, I would go further up the mountain. As I was returning from my brief excursion, I passed Montecito Memorial Park, a beautiful cemetery on Barton Road at the edge of Loma Linda.  On this Memorial Day, the place was filled with colorful gravesite displays of flowers, balloons and shiny pinwheels.  The region has a large Latino population and the Latinos are lavish and festive in their remembrances.  It was indeed a day to remember and to celebrate life.  Before falling asleep that night, I made a mental note to write a poem someday that might begin with the line, “Where birds sing at night, and angels pose as nurses dressed in blue.”  The next day, my treatments would begin, and it would be “one down and forty-three to go”. I slept well, thankful for where I was and all I had experienced so far. Buy "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" from Amazon.com Newsletter Archives - All past issues with pictures added! ______________________________________________   NOTABLE QUOTE Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that is the stuff life is made of. ~ Benjamin Franklin ______________________________________________ Click here to email us your comments or questions

Volume 3 - Issue  4                          April - 2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. ______________________________________________ SO WHAT SEASON IS IT? When we sent our last newsletter, it was well below zero in Wisconsin. Now, it's just a month later, and we actually hit 80 a week or so ago.  Maybe there is something to this global warming thing.  After all, some scientests say it's happening on Jupiter also.  And, there are a lot of SUVs on Jupiter!  Anyway, I've taken it upon myself  to re-name the four seasons in Wisconsin. Instead of Winter, Spring, Summer and Fall I will refer to them as Frigid, Muddy, Road Construction and Football. It was pretty nice to have a Road Construction-like day during the early days of Muddy and we have marveled at the wildlife appearing during the transition. In the past week here in rural Dane County we have seen six deer, five great blue herons, four sandhill cranes,  three wild turkeys, two flying squirrels ...and... forget the partridge joke, we cut down our only pear tree last Football. ______________________________________________ GOODBYE TO A FRIEND  We learned a few weeks ago that Sebastian the St. Bernard had to be put to sleep because of an incurable illness. He was a star in our book and Tori's "best California friend".  His image is on the book cover, on our website and in our hearts. Sebastian attended two Wednesday night support group meetings at the Loma Linda Proton Treatment Center and was a big hit (literally) both times. Most recently he wagged his way through the meeting just this past November. We will miss him. _______________________________________________ BIG DOGS MAILBAG (Written by a fellow proton "graduate", Steve from WA) Chelle and I had just arrived in Loma Linda on Monday, Nov 13th, 2006.  I had my first proton treatment on Tuesday.  We were getting settled in that Wednesday when there was a knock at our duplex door around 1:00 PM. Lo and behold it was none other than Bill Vancil himself! (Editor's note: Clearly Steve is easily impressed).  I had read Bill's book which was a contributing factor in our decision to go to Loma Linda. He was in town for an advisory board meeting and was scheduled to speak that evening at the support group. It turned out Bill had stayed in the unit above ours during his treatment in 2004, and he spent over an hour with us giving us information on what to expect, restaurant recommendations, and the importance of attending the Wednesday night meetings. He even gave me pointers on the quickest way to the proton treatment waiting room through the back doors. An easy 5 minute walk!   Bill was very reassuring about the program and prognosis. For me, a "newbie", it was welcome news that definitely eased some of my anxiety. What a great "Welcome Wagon" and a wonderful start to our Loma Linda experience. I think Bill should welcome everyone in this manner!   Steven Corey & Chelle Nelson, Kirkland, WA Note: Steve and Chelle are working on a book of healthy recipes especially for proton patients (I suspect healthy for anyone!).  When published, proceeds will go to proton research at Loma Linda. If you'd like more info about this or have a recipe to submit just email stevecorey@impartmedia.com or cnelson@windermere.com ______________________________________________ IT'S IN THE BOOK (Excerpt from Chapter 17 - Don't Fear the Big Dogs) “I’m going to walk Sebastian; want to come with?” Tori Lou asked me, obviously not at all tired from a couple hours of skating on the Yucaipa’s skateboard park.  “Sure,” I said, not quite ready to turn her loose on her own in the relatively unfamiliar neighborhood.  “Let’s go.” As we opened the gate and started up the walkway into Sebastian’s backyard, he spotted us and ran over to the bench where his leash was kept. He picked it up in his big, slobbery mouth and loped toward Tori Lou.  He hadn’t forgotten their date.  “Hi, Buddy, ready for your walk?” she asked.  With a wag of his huge tail and a little pretend tug-of- war with the leash, he appeared ready.   Because they are bred to rescue mountain climbers in the Alps during blizzards, the hot California climate didn’t seem like the perfect habitat for a St. Bernard. But, Sebastian had obviously adapted.  He found that the heat was not a problem if he did not walk at a speed of more than one mile per hour.  There was slack in his leash throughout the entire walk. Returning to his yard, Sebastian headed straight for the six-foot diameter inflatable pool which he used primarily as a drinking bowl and he splashed down right in the middle of it. This guy knew how to cool off after a long, slow walk.  One of my favorite pictures of the entire journey turned out to be one of Tori Lou and Sebastian, walking up a sloping street in Loma Linda with a wooden fence to one side, palm trees on the other and mountains in the background. With both of their backs to the camera, and leash drooping between them, the scene recalled the Roy Rogers and Dale Evans song, “Happy trails to you, until we meet again…” ______________________________________________   SNOWBOARDING NOTES In United States of America Snowboard Association 2007 rankings Tori is currently ranked #7 in the nation in the Jr. Womens Class (16-17) after finishing first for the season at Tyrol Basin in both slopestyle and half-pipe. At this writing, Tori is enjoying spring break week snowboarding with friends at Keystone and Breckenridge, Colorado. She'll be attending the High Cascade Summer Snowboard Camp at Mount Hood, Oregon in June. Check out her website www.steezee.com ______________________________________________ Don't Fear the Big Dogs is a story replete with discovery. Ride with Bill and Tori Lou with the top down, racing before the canyon wind. You'll laugh, you'll cry, and you may – just for a fleeting moment – see yourself in the mirror, discovering...   from Foreword by Tim Moore, Author of  “The Motivator” ______________________________________________ Buy it on line at:    Amazon.com   Barnes & Noble ______________________________________________ BIG DOGS BLOG - Read our entire collection of newsletters, with pictures added ______________________________________________ Bob Marckini's book "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer" getting rave reviews! This is a must read for any man diagnosed with prostate cancer or who has a history of the disease in his family. Bob Marckini did more research regarding his choice of  treatment than perhaps anyone else.  He shares his findings and personal feelings in this important new book.   Click here to order your copy. ______________________________________________ NOTABLE QUOTE  "I talk to him when I'm lonesome like, and I'm sure he understands. When he looks at me so attentively, and gently licks my hands; Then he rubs his nose on my tailored clothes, but I never say naught thereat, For the good Lord knows I can buy more clothes, but never a friend like that!" - W. Dayton Wedgefarth Click here to email us your comments or questions

Volume 3 - Issue  3                                    March - 2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. ________________________________________________________ GLOBE TO AL, COME IN PLEASE Here in Wisconsin we’ve had a few weeks of below freezing temperatures, and received 18 inches of snow this past weekend. On Oscar Night I turned up the fireplace and the TV and settled in to watch the craziness. With a blizzard howling outside my window and air temperature in single digit mode, I watched as Al Gore accepted an Oscar for his documentary and elaborated on the perils of global warming.  I’m inclined to think global warming is some sort of politically inspired myth. But, if it does exist then all I can say is “bring it on!” COMMERCIAL BREAK Then there’s this TV spot that advertises a razor with a blade so durable, so sharp, so everything, that it is the “last razor you will ever need.”  The commercial goes on to say that if you order right away, they will include a second razor FREE.   Why would I need that?  ANOTHER OF THOSE MOMENTS In the previous newsletter I told you of a phone call I’d received from an old friend, with whom I'd lost touch. And, how a year later,  just this past month, he emailed me to tell me he had been diagnosed with prostate cancer and was considering proton treatment, based on what he had read in “Don’t Fear the Big Dogs”.  I told him to order Bob Marckini's new book, "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer" and read that as well.  To make a long story short, after reading both books my friend is headed for Loma Linda. He will begin treatment in a few weeks. In an odd sort of way, I'm a bit jealous.  Read the excerpt below and you'll understand. IT'S IN THE BOOK (Excerpt from Chapter 27 - Don't Fear the Big Dogs) I walked more slowly than usual across the hospital parking lot that Friday morning.  I was on my way to Gantry Three for my final proton treatment.  As I felt the warm sun on my shoulders and looked up at the San Bernardino Mountains, my thoughts were all over the place. I felt tears starting to materialize, but fought them off. This was indeed a very special place to me and I knew I would miss it. At the same time I thought of Tori Lou, sleeping soundly in her soft bed, dreaming of getting back with her friends in Wisconsin, and telling them of all the sights she had seen along the way.  I guess we had both become a little spoiled. Tori Lou was having a marvelous time, meeting new friends, seeing new places, learning new skills. Her devoted dad tagging along as financier, chauffeur and best friend.  And I had the company of an incredible young daughter, sharing experiences we may never have the chance to do again. An inner force, of which neither of us was aware at the time, was starting to whisper to her to become more independent.  She was on the brink of spreading her wings and testing the flight patterns beyond the nest.  I knew we shared an unbreakable bond and the two of us would always be devoted to one another; but I also knew that this journey had created a special closeness we may never experience again. BUT, THEN AGAIN... The following summer, Tori Lou and I returned to Loma Linda, rented the same duplex and spent a month revisiting old friends, including Sebastian. The trip is documented in a travelblog at www.dontfearthebigdogs.com along with another trip we took this past summer to the great Northwest. She hasn't flown the coop yet.   TORI LOU SNOWBOARDING NOTES In junior women's competition at Tyrol Basin, Tori Lou took home gold medals for finishing number one for the season in both slopestyle and half pipe . She is now being outfitted with clothing and gear by five national companies whom she will represent in future competitions. Lou plans to go snowboard with friends in Colorado during spring break and  is looking forward to again attending High Cascade Summer Snowboard Camp at Mount Hood, Oregon in June. Check out her stylin’ new website www.steezee.com. SO HOW'S ROY DOING? Roy is now 10 months old and has grown into a respectable young Puggle who has been staying out of mischief and amazing us with his high intelligence and love of affection. Almost disowned as a pup, this adolescent canine is definitely a keeper. The secret?  Excercise. Roy and I walk two to three miles a day, even in below zero temps. Roy loves romping in the snow. I can't wait for global warming.   NOTBABLE QUOTE “In the depths of winter I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer.”  ~ Albert Camus (French Novelist, 1957 Nobel Prize for Literature)

Volume 3 - Issue  2                        February - 2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. _______________________________________________________ AND THE GATES CAME TUMBLING DOWN The accordian style "baby gates" are gone from the hallways!  Roy, my 9 month old Puggle, has earned "run of the house" privileges!  In the bathroom, the roll of toilet paper sits proudly back on its roller, as Roy no longer feels the need to distribute it all over the house. Roy narrowly escaped expulsion several times.  But, the turning point in his development from wild pup to well behaved "Big Dog" came after I started reading the book, "Cesar's Way" by Cesar Millan, "The Dog Whisperer". He emphasizes the importance of Exercise, Discipline and Affection - in that order.  Roy and I walk a little over a mile -  three times a day - regardless of the weather.  He on a short leash and me bundled up to fend off the cold Wisconsin winter wind chill. It's working.  If you have a "problem pup" get the book...and some good walking shoes. ANOTHER OF THOSE MOMENTS A year ago I received a phone call from a friend I'd known for over thirty years, but with whom I'd lost touch.  He'd moved to another state some years ago but was back in town on business and, completely by accident, noticed a small ad I had placed in the yellow pages for my graphic design business. It was one of those "must have happened for a reason" moments.  He called me, we had dinner, re-established our friendship, and talked at some length about my book and my experience with proton treatment.  At the time, my friend's PSA was normal and he had no issue with prostate cancer. One year later, just this past week, this friend emailed me to tell me he has been diagnosed, and his prostate cancer is at an agressive stage.  He told me he was looking at doing proton treatment, thanks to what he'd read in my book.  I told him to get Bob Marckini's new book, "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer " and read that as well.  He ordered it right away.  In a followup email, he told me that he had not told his wife about this yet, but that he was looking forward to being able to include some good news with the bad. The bad news is the diagnosis, the good news is he knows of a treatment choice which can allow him to avoid surgery, radiation and other treatment choices that often include negative side effects.  He has a choice that will allow him to preserve the quality of his life.  He told me his wife has read my book too and added, "she will understand what I'm talking about." TORI LOU STARRING ON THE SLOPES Two January weekends in a row Lou took home the gold medal in her class in snowboard competition at Tyrol Basin, in Mt. Horeb. She also placed third in the "Capitol Rail Jam" competition held recently on Madison's Capitol Square. Oh, she now drives herself to the ski slope in her Ford Explorer, and is maintaining a high enough grade point average to get Dad a discount on her car insurance.  What a kid! A SURGEON WHO CHOSE PROTON TREATMENT! (testimonial from www.protonbob.com) Robert Hillis, M.D. from Niceville Florida is a surgeon. When diagnosed with prostate cancer, he did his homework and chose proton therapy. “I have a very close friend who was diagnosed with prostate cancer approximately two years ago. He had heard of Loma Linda and proton treatment from a friend, so he chose to go to Loma Linda as well. He told me about his decision and the reasons he had chosen proton treatment. At the time, I had no idea that I would ever be diagnosed with prostate cancer. After all, I was healthy with no clue I would have the same choice to make in the very near future. It happened very quickly. In July 2004, I had a routine PSA test, which was returned as 4.9. My urologist said he didn't think I had prostate cancer, but he felt a biopsy was indicated.  When I called back a week later, the nurse said the biopsy had been positive - a Gleason of 6. As most of us are when we hear that horrible word, I was numb and in shock. I'm too healthy to have prostate cancer and no one else in my family has ever had it. When I came back to reality, I asked my urologist what treatment he would have if he were the patient. Surprise! He said he would have surgery. He didn't recommend any other treatment so I told him I would think about it. I remembered my friends glowing praise of Loma Linda and his treatment. So I went home and got on the Internet and, as a surgeon would do, researched all of my options. I was quite impressed with the medical research regarding proton treatment. After completing my personal research, the decision was a ‘no-brainer’ for me . . . proton treatment. I called LLUMC and started the process. After sending my medical records, Loma Linda called back saying I was a candidate and an appointment was made. We were soon on the road and arrived at Loma Linda on Oct 13. They made a final determination that I was a good candidate. Treatments started one week later, and I was back home in Niceville Florida on the 21st of December. Loma Linda was a spiritual awakening event as well as a physical treatment. We enjoyed our time there, traveling around southern California and making lots of friends. Since returning, I have had many inquires from others regarding proton treatment and Loma Linda, and I know of at least one other person who has followed my advice and received treatment at Loma Linda. I continue to recommend Loma Linda to people, as I feel proton is the best treatment and Loma Linda is the best place to receive that treatment.”  You can email Dr. Hillis at HillisMD@cox.net MOVIE REVIEW We've never done this before, but I feel compelled to comment on a couple of movies I saw during the past two weeks - Dreamgirls (Golden Globe winner, and nominated for several Oscars, but shunned by the Big Dogs of the Academy in the Best Picture category) and The Departed (nominated for Academy Award for Best Picture).  Dreamgirls is filled with great acting, great music, great production, lots of joy and a happy ending. The Departed is filled with great acting, great production, an overload of the " f " word, a plethora of gore and blood, an endless series of senseless killings and a stupid ending.  So, if you're planning to go to the theatre a couple of times soon, skip The Departed and see Dreamgirls twice. ARE YOU A BEARS FAN? Check out this website co-created by a friend of mine, Mitch Kite of Madison.  It's all about Chicago Hot Dogs.  Be sure to visit the "Make Your Own" page and enjoy some Big Dogs Chicago Style during the SuperBowl... even if you're a Colts fan.  http://www.hotdogchicagostyle.com/ WHAT DO YOU THINK? Email your comments or questions to billvancil@tds.net _______________________________________________________ Buy "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" on line at:    Amazon.com  _______________________________________________________ NOTABLE QUOTE "A Friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of Nature." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Volume 3 - Issue 1                        January - 2007 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. _______________________________________________________ Better Late Than Never I must apologize for the delay between this and the previous newsletter.  The New Year seems like a great time to catch up.  Over the past few weeks, I've thought a lot about why this newsletter exists. Is it an outlet for someone who loves to write, but hasn't made a commitment to starting another book yet?  Perhaps. Is it a way to brag about my incredibly talented daughter, Tori Lou, and her accomplishments? For sure.  Is it a way to share the trials and tribulations of an old guy who refuses to submit to the normal challenges that being on Earth over six decades brings into your life?  Yeah, it is.  Mostly I have realized that the main purpose of this newsletter is to remind people about my good fortune of being cured of prostate cancer by a marvelous treatment called proton therapy.  But, isn't it redundant to keep sending the same message to the same, albeit growing, list of readers every month?  The answer is no, and here is why.  If I can make the newsletter just interesting enough so that all who receive it at least scan it, and remember there's this guy with a book about a way he got treated for cancer, then that's why it exists. Because, even though most readers, including yourself, do not know it now... you WILL find out sometime over the next few years that someone close to you - father, brother, uncle, husband, friend - has been dianosed with prostate cancer.  This WILL happen.  And, when it does, the greatest gift you can give that person is to make sure they know about proton treatment.  His urologist/surgeon will tell him of the other choices, but will likely not mention proton.  This is because for whatever reason, most surgeions either don't know about or have ignored the value of proton therapy.  So, when the time comes, go to any of the websites listed on our book website for information and pass it along.  The most valuable information I can pass along in this particular issue of the newsletter is to tell you that Bob Marckini's new book "You Can Beat Prostate Cancer" is now available and can be ordered online.  The task of choosing the right prostate cancer treatment is daunting. It is further complicated by conflicting information the patient receives from physicians and the Internet. Bob is a prostate cancer survivor who now runs an international prostate cancer support group. The book is about his journey and the important things he learned along the way. It is the book the author wishes had been available when he was diagnosed 6 years ago. It is intended to provide specific information for men who are at risk or have been recently diagnosed with prostate cancer. All major treatment options are examined and the pros and cons of each are summarized. Proton therapy, is highlighted. It is an option that cures cancer as well as any other option, but generally leaves the patient with a higher quality of life and fewer, if any, side effects. This book has been endorsed by several physicians as well as other highly respected people from all walks of life. This is a must-read for anyone diagnosed with prostate cancer. In my next newsletter, we'll get into the wonderful world of having a teenage daughter, an 8 month old puppy, escaping from the restrictions of condo living, and the joy of living where one can see creatures most people never see.  No, I did not move to downtown Madison.  I'm in the woods six miles out of town. Some of my new friends are flying squirrels, who come out only at night, and a flock of brave robins who chose not to fly south and instead spend the winter here in Wisconsin.  What were they thinking? Notable Quote:  "The only way I can know for sure what is best for me is to jump in with both feet, learn everything I can about each option and then make my own decision."  ~  Bob Marckini Buy "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" online at: Amazon.com    Walmart.com   Barnes & Noble Newsletter Archives - read all past issues of our newsletter

Volume 2 - Issue 17                        October, 2006 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is intended not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. ______________________________________________________________ Taking a Breather After over a year of traveling and promoting "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" we're taking a little break. The only travel we have planned for the immediate future is a visit to Loma Linda, CA next month to speak to a support group meeting at Loma Linda University Medical Center. Tori Lou and I had a marvelous chilly fall weekend continuing to move into our new home near tiny Pine Bluff, Wisconsin marveling at the privacy and freedom we now enjoy in our lodge-like home on three wooded acres just six miles from the state capital.  It is a world apart from condo living, but  I still have a condo for sale so I'll save my condo living whining for later publications. ______________________________________________________________ The Inns and Outs of Book Promotion Thousands of miles of travel, many nights connecting to the internet from  Inns of all kinds - Hampton Inns, Holiday Inns, Hilton Garden Inns, Country Inns, Days Inns, even one called the C'Mon Inn. Tired feet from standing for hours in Barnes & Noble stores. Many dollars spent on gasoline,  Aquafina and fast food.  Meeting new friends and seeing new places. All to sell a few books at each stop along the way, as we traversed the country. We spent way more than we'll ever earn selling the book. So, was it all worth it? An email I received just this morning says it all. Yes... this is what it's all about: ______________________________________________________________ Email from Florida Bill,    Who says there isn’t a higher power than fate or chance?  I was diagnosed with prostate cancer in February, 2006.  I was given the usual remedial choices by my urologist; conventional radiation, seeding, surgery, or watchful waiting.  Too bad he knew nothing about Proton Beam Therapy!  I didn’t like the odds for full recovery on any of these choices, but I knew of no other options.  Then, one day in March, it happened .  My wife turned on her car radio and she immediately caught a few remarks about some kind of new cancer treatment and a book signing by some guy named Bill Vancil. The next day, we attended your book signing at a local book store.  Now, I will forever be indebted to you, Mr. Vancil.  For the  better part of two hours or more, at both the book store and at a private reception in your honor, you were kind enough to give my wife and me your undivided attention to tell us all about your own success story in beating prostate cancer with Proton Beam Cancer Therapy at Loma Linda Hospital in California.  For this considerate giving of your time to share your experiences I cannot thank you enough. In addition, the Web Sites you gave us supplied me with tons of information on Proton Cancer Therapy at Loma Linda, University of Indiana Hospitals and Mass General in Boston.  Armed with all this information, I then visited the new Proton Cancer Therapy Center at Shands University of Florida Hospital in Jacksonville, Florida.  Although the facility was not yet in operation it was scheduled to open in August, 2006, and Mr. Gerry Troy, the Director of Patient Services gave me a tour through the facility.  What a wonderful place!  He also introduce me to Dr. Carlos Vargas, Chief Oncologist, who discussed Proton therapy with me, explaining in great detail how it works and why it is so much better than anything else available today.  At the end of that day, I knew where I needed to go and the treatment I needed to get to fight my prostate cancer. I began therapy treatment at the new University of Florida Proton Therapy Institute on August 28, 2006.  I am patient No. 3, and I have just finished my seventh week of daily treatments, with just one more week to go.  My experience has been nothing short of phenomenal.  The treatments are short, lasting less than one hour, total time.  I have had little or no pain or no discomfort during or after any of my treatments.  I have had no side affects, or adverse conditions or reactions of any kind.  I would highly recommend Proton Cancer Therapy to anyone with prostate cancer. Please feel free to refer anyone you talk to about Proton Beam Therapy to me.  I would prefer email correspondence rather than phone contacts.  I look forward to seeing you when you come to Florida again. Very truly yours, Ben Morgan, Clearwater, FL (Contact Bill Vancil if you'd like Ben's email address) _____________________________________________________________ It's in the Book (excerpt from Chapter 41, "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" We got up at 7 a.m. Friday, August 6th. Our goal was to make it to Omaha, or at least to Lincoln, Nebraska, by the end of the day. From either of these cities, we could make all the way home to Madison in one day.  We departed Cheyenne without having breakfast. About an hour into Nebraska, I thought Tori Lou might be getting hungry.  “Want to stop for some breakfast?” I asked.  “Yeah, I really want a waffle!” she responded brightly. Apparently, whatever had caused her to lose her appetite the night before was no longer a factor. As luck would have it, at the next interchange there was a Perkins Restaurant.  We were familiar with Perkins, having been to the one in Madison.  “They have good waffles; let’s go there,” Tori Lou said, as I turned onto the exit ramp. But, when we walked in to the restaurant, we saw there were perhaps a dozen parties ahead of us waiting to get a table. “This could take a long time, Lou,” I said, ‘maybe we should go somewhere else, on down the line. Otherwise, we might not even make it to Lincoln tonight.”  “Okay, sure,” she said, obviously disappointed.  She had really been looking forward to a waffle. After leaving Perkins with an empty stomach, Tori Lou wasn’t saying a word as we headed East on Interstate 80, and she was kind of hunched down in her seat. Her body language was saying loud and clear, “You should have waited for that waffle, Dad.” The road ahead looked barren and lifeless.  I was convinced that we would not be seeing any sign of civilization, let alone a waffle, for hours. I thought, “Please, let there be a waffle place along this highway!”  “You doing okay, Lou?” I said, breaking the silence. “Yeah, I’m fine,” she said.  Her body language continued to say, “I’m hungry.” “I know you were really looking forward to breakfast; we’ll stop at the next place we see,” I assured her.  The road ahead looked desolate. I kept thinking, “There has to be something up ahead.” Suddenly, there it was!  I thought, at first, “It must be a mirage.” The sign said, “Grandma Max’s Restaurant”; the menu said, “Homemade Belgian Waffles, our specialty!” Hallelujah!  Thank you, Grandma Max! We finished breakfast and got back on the Interstate.  Tori Lou sat up straight, and sang along with Michael Buble.  Whatever Grandma Max put into her waffles seemed to do the trick. ____________________________________________________________ Notable Quote "I've waffled before, I'll waffle again." ~ Howard Dean (Note: The Big Dogs Newsletter does not purposely publish anything with political undertones. This was the only quote we could find about waffles.) _______________________________________________________ Don't Fear the Big Dogs is a story replete with discovery. Ride with Bill and Tori Lou with the top down, racing before the canyon wind. You'll laugh, you'll cry, and you may – just for a fleeting moment – see yourself in the mirror, discovering...   from Foreword by Tim Moore, Author of  “The Motivator” _________________________________________________________________ SAVE 22% on "Don't Fear the Big Dogs"  (regular price $16.95 - now $13.22) Only at Amazon.com

Volume 2 - Issue 16                        September, 2006 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is intended not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. _____________________________________________________________ September is Prostate Cancer Awareness Month It goes mostly unnoticed. Most people don't know about it. Nobody does anything special that I know of. Oh,  Jimmy Lewis, Jr. at WFNC radio in Fayetteville, NC interviewed me on Sept. 2... thanks Jimmie. September is also Biscuit Month, Piano Month and Backpack Safety Month. The fact is, this "National Whatever Month" has become meaningless. Who started it anyway? We can't blame Hallmark. Can we blame Uncle Ben for National Rice month?  Which, incidentallly, is this month. I'm not taking a chicken position on this, even though September is National Chicken Month. Hey, I eat chicken year 'round.  Rice, too.  We must be aware of Prostate Cancer every month of the year. Right now and every day of every month there is something you can do which may save a life. Whenever you are talking with a guy fifty or older, if you know him well enough ask,  "ever heard of a PSA TEST?"  If he says yes, then say "good, a friend of mine was telling me how important that is," and move on to another subject. If he says no, then tell him to make sure to ask his doctor about it. Explain that it's a simple, painless blood test which can help in the early detection of prostate cancer. If he asks why you are concerned, tell him to read my book. ______________________________________________________________ Communication is the Best Weapon Have you seen the TV commercial that starts out "there are some things men don't like to talk about..."  Then this guy says, "yeah like prostate problems." Well, for the record, real men do talk about prostate problems. By mentioning my book in any chance meeting or conversation I have, I can invariably steer the conversation to the importance of early detection of prostate cancer and the importance of knowing what all the available treatments are... including proton radiation. I honestly believe I have made some people's lives better, perhaps saved a few, by opening my trap about something "men don't like to talk about." Communication: the Best Medicine for Prostate Cancer.  Sounds like a book.  Hmmm.... _____________________________________________________________ Since it is Prostate Cancer Month, after all, I want to salute a couple of men who've done more than most to help spread the word about the marvelous treatment called proton therapy. Bob Marckini Founder of the Brotherhood of the Ballon, a fraternity for former proton patients. Website: www.protonbob.com. Bob has personally guided more men down the path to Loma Linda than anyone else. H. J. Tuggey Founder of the web blog, www.prostateblog.com. Jim just celebrated the seventh anniversary of his treatment at Loma Linda and you can read his comments on the blog.  He's also a member of the world famous men's choir The Vocal Majority of Dallas. Their website is: http://vocalmajority.sectorlink.org/2002/index.asp ___________________________________________________________ Oh, By the Way Did I mention that September is "Buy a Copy of Don't Fear the Big Dogs for a Friend Month"? Amazon.com - buy the book online Newsletter Archives - read past issues of our newsletter ______________________________________________________________ Things that Bug Me Tailgaters. Did you know that in Wisconsin they are considering a law to force removal of those huge electromagnets in the grills of SUVs which pull them to within inches of the car in front of them? Condo Living In many condo communities there are self-appointed "condo police" who secretly patrol the area, making sure you have not planted a flower in the wrong place, or your dog doesn't weigh too much, or you don't have a bird feeder up during certain months. I live in a condo. But, for only few more weeks. I'm moving six miles out into the country, where nobody lingers in the shadows, ready to pounce and tell me when I should close my garage door. Undeserved Salutations Why do the TV newscasters refer to child molesters and murderers as "Mr. So-and-So"?  I don't recall ever hearing anyone refer to "Mr. Hitler". ______________________________________________________________ Check out our new  Don't Fear the Big Dogs Store We sell T-Shirts and mugs, not to promote the book necessarily, but to create conversation. As we stated earlier in the newsletter, communication is our best weapon in the early detection of prostate cancer. So, if someone sees the shirt you're wearing and says, "What's that all about?" it starts a conversation in the right direction. ________________________________________________________ It's in the Book (excerpt from Chapter 16, Don't Fear the Big Dogs) Minutes later the freeway sign came into view, “Loma Linda University Next Exit”. Making the exit onto Anderson Street was more than just a routine escape from the perils of the freeway.  Later we would come to realize and appreciate the significance of the turn we were making. It marked the start of a five week sun-drenched sabbatical, during which a dad and his daughter, fifty years his junior, would discover just how much they had in common. Dad would witness how a teenager could skate fearlessly into unknown territory and make friends just by being herself; gregarious, frighteningly perceptive and sometimes a little fanciful. She would see how a dad could maintain a positive attitude in the face of adversity; be serious and whimsical at the same time and, sometimes, show an amazing ability to figure things out.     Both would marvel at the geographical generosity of our country; make new friends, young and old, and learn new skills. _____________________________________________________________ Notable Quote The golden opportunity you are seeking is in yourself. It is not in your environment; it is not in luck or chance, or the help of others; it is in yourself alone. ~ Orison Swett Marden

Volume 2 - Issue 15                        Mid-August, 2006 This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is intended not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays. _____________________________________________________________ September is Prostate Cancer Awareness Month It is also National Vegetable Month, National Biscuit Month, National Chicken Month and about a zillion other "months" so I'm not sure what this all means, this blur of National Anything Months. It really doesn't matter, but what does matter is this: prostate cancer awareness should be practiced year 'round. We'll have more on Prostate Cancer Awareness Month in our next issue, like if there are any parades or anything, but right now and every day of every month there is something you can do which may save a life. Whenever you are talking with a guy fifty or older, if you know him well enough ask,  "ever heard of a PSA TEST?"  If he says yes, then say "good, a friend of mine was telling me how important that is," and move on to another subject.  If he says no, then tell him to make sure to ask his doctor about it. Explain that it's a simple, painless blood test which can help in the early detection of prostate cancer. If he asks why you are concerned, tell him you read my book. ______________________________________________________________ A Year to Remember Looking back over the past twelve months, it's hard to fathom we covered so much territory, met so many great people, learned so much, while promoting our book. Visit the travel blogs on our website www.dontfearthebigdogs.com to share some of the moments of our journeys. We visited places far and wide, big and small, from Orlando to Seattle, Redlands to Badlands, Phoenix to Naperville, Rochester to Rock Island, Lake Oswego to Lake Chelan, Ritzville to Ipswich. Now we are taking some time out from book travel to reflect and accomplish some personal goals. Our promotion of "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" and publicizing  the importance of early detection of prostate cancer and knowledge of the various treatments, notably proton radiation, will continue through radio interviews and  visits to Loma Linda.  And, we'll continue our newsletter as it evolves into a wider range of thoughts and interests. Turn another page of life. Here we go. _____________________________________________________________ Life begins at 65!  Yeah, right. You know, it doesn't sound so stupid when you ARE sixty-five and have no plans to "retire", but instead are thinking of ways to "refresh". Tori Lou is about to enter her sophomore year in high school and get her driver's license, I'm looking to move to a place with more space and... I just bought a puppy, the first dog that has any chance of outliving me, but probably won't. His name is Roy and he's a Puggle (half Pug, half Beagle). When he cocks his head with that trusting, puzzled look he doesn't have clue that dogs only live for 15 years or so. That's what's so cool about dogs. They don't worry about how long they are going to live; they don't know there's such a thing as "tomorrow" (an invention of man as a place to put things off to). Only one breed, the Greyhound, officially "retires".  Dogs just think about the present. They live in the "now".   Today is a gift. And...dogs know it. _____________________________________________________________ Infrequently Asked Question: "What are the five most difficult tasks you have undertaken in the past two years." My answer: (listed with most difficult first) 1) Housebreaking a puppy 2) Promoting a book 3) Driving in Seattle 4) Writing a book 5) Being  treated for prostate cancer Note: Only a patient who has been treated with proton therapy at Loma Linda University Medical Center is likely to place his cancer treatment fifth on a list of difficult tasks. Those who've undergone surgery would likely place it higher on the list. Food for thought for anyone who ever has to face the challenge of prostate cancer. ______________________________________________________________ Things I've learned from Roy: 1) Dogs respond to praise, they do not respond to force 2) The only difference between a 13-week old puppy and a 13-week old baby is, the baby cannot draw blood. 3)  If left alone in a room, a puppy will locate things chewable that you didn't ever know were there. 4) A puppy prefers a plastic Aquafina bottle, over the expensive, scientifically engineered toys sold at the pet store. _______________________________________________________________ Driving with Lou About to turn 16 in November, Tori Lou has her learner's driving permit and has completed all but one of her drivers ed classes. She has driven with parental supervision for approximately 4,000 miles within several states, including traversing the Rocky Mountains, the Northern Cascades, and the Badlands. She's a great driver, but has to be reminded from time-to-time about the speed limit. She's developing into a great driver because she has been given the opportunity to bravely accept the challenge and, with supervision, to experience all kinds of driving conditions from driving through school zones  to shadowing semi-trailers on mountain freeways. People have asked me, "You let her snowboard on a volcano (Mt. Hood) and skateboard with the pros in California (The Block and Chino) and drive in the mountains of Colorado?  Doesn't that scare you?"  I would be more scared if she was sheltered from experiencing real life challenges, and not allowed to develop her natural abilities which will prepare her to face life. "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" is more than a book to Lou and her dad. ______________________________________________________________    It's in the Book Excerpt from Chapter 28 Note: Sebastian is a St. Bernard who live across the alley from where we rented while I was undergoing treatment at Loma Linda. He and Tori Lou became fast friends and we visit Sebastian each time we go back to So. California. That evening Tori Lou talked with several friends on her cell phone.  Friends from Wisconsin, and in California. She was saying, “I’ll see you soon,” to some and “I’ll be back to see you again,” to others. “Let’s go get Sebastian and take a walk around the campus,” I suggested.  It was another typically beautiful evening and, so far, no rescue helicopters or emergency vehicles approaching the hospital had broken the stillness. “Hi, buddy,” Tori Lou hollered at Sebastian, who was starting to doze off, probably not expecting to go for a second walk that day.  He got up wagging his huge tail, and loped over to his leash, picking it up for Tori Lou. She attached it while he pretended to play a little tug-of-war.  “Let’s go,” Tori Lou said, and Sebastian looked up with his big, saggy eyes as if to say, “What are we waiting for?”   The three of us strolled the few short blocks to the small, but beautiful campus of Loma Linda University, which had its beginnings early in the twentieth century. As we walked the campus that evening we marveled at the tall palm trees in the center campus courtyard and at the architecture of some of the older buildings. We wondered if they might be almost 100 years old. Since being designated, in 1909, by the Seventh-day Adventist Church as a center for educating health professionals, Loma Linda University has grown into one of the premier medical schools in the country. It has sent more of its graduates into international service than any other U.S. medical school. Loma Linda University Medical Center, with its landmark towers, was opened in 1967 and is recognized as a leader in health-sciences, research and service. Loma Linda University Medical Center became the first hospital-based proton treatment center in 1990.   By spring, 2004 over 9,000 patients had been treated with protons at Loma Linda. As we strolled beneath the clear California sky that night, the campus area was an enigmatic blend of tranquility and trauma. Taking a break from our walk, Tori Lou and I relaxed on a park bench in the quiet campus courtyard. Sebastian was in repose next to us, massive nose placed between his huge front paws, contentedly drooling, with all due respect, on the University’s nicely manicured lawn.   Just a few hundred yards south of us and seven stories up, a helicopter was approaching, the sound of its blades growing louder as it slowed for its landing. The hospital trauma crew, clothing whipped by the wind from the copter’s blades, was at the ready, waiting to receive the incoming patient.  That sight never fails to bring to mind the old adage, “there’s always someone worse off than you.” Buy "Don't Fear the Big Dogs" Barnes & Noble  or  Amazon.com Read previous newsletters Newsletter Archives _____________________________________________________________ Notable Quote "The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude." ~ William James

Volume 2 - Issue 14                           August, 2006

Volume 2 - Issue 10                              June  -  2006

This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is intended not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays.
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Frequently Asked Questions

Q:  What's it like having a daughter 50 years younger than you?
A:  The last person who asked me that question is a doctor, age 49, who's wife is expecting. I told him to read my book. The relationship between an older dad, who's learned to appreciate life more, and his teenage daughter, just beginning to discover what life's about, is the heart and soul of the story.

Q: If proton radiation therapy is so good, who don't more places do it?
A: Partially because of the expense to start a facility. It costs over 150 million dollars to build one treatment gantry. Also, because a lack of acceptance still exists among urologists, surgeons and hospitals who offer other forms of treatment. There is an alarming lack of knowledge about proton treatment, even among medical professionals. This summer two new facilities are opening.  M.D.Anderson in Houston and University of Florida Shands at Jacksonville.

Q: Does Loma Linda pay you to travel around the country promoting proton treatment?
A:  No, I pay my own travel expenses, and the proceeds I receive from book sales are contributed to proton research at Loma Linda.
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Upcoming Events

June   8 -  LaCrosse, WI  - WIZM Radio, Mike Hayes Show, 7:45am
June   8 -  LaCrosse, WI  - Barnes & Noble, Hwy 16, Valley View Mall, 6pm
June 27 -  Eugene, OR    - Barnes & Noble, Valley River Center, 6pm
June 29 -  Seattle, WA    - Barnes & Noble, 2600 SW Barton St., 6:30pm
July  15 -  Rochester, MN - Barnes & Noble, Apache Mall, 1 pm
July  22 -  Naperville, IL  - Barnes & Noble, 47 E. Chicago Ave., 1pm
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Don't Fear the Big Dogs makes a great Father's Day gift!
Order on line at  Barnes & Noble or Amazon.com
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Book Review by Fellow Cancer Patient

"Most life journeys become enriched by a variety of philosphical 'guideposts' that influence our basic character, as well as, personal behavior. This book can serve as one such invaluable guidepost and, in addition, provides a delightful story to warm the heart!  Thanks Bill, for sharing it with us and providing an extraordinary beacon for all to use in traveling today's world. I most heartily recommend it to everyone."

~ Bill Rousse, Retired Brigadier General   
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North by Northwest

After a series of visits to the Southwest, Tori Lou and I are getting ready to drive to the Northwest.  During the time I'm visiting a couple of Barnes & Noble stores, in Eugene and Seattle, Tori Lou will be attending a week-long summer snowboard camp at Mt. Hood, Oregon. It is the only place in the continental U.S. where there's snowboarding in the summer.

The camp, High Cascade, offers professional snowboard coaching and other activities such as skateboarding, white river rafting, wake surfing and of course meeting new friends from around the country.

We will return to Madison via the scenic route through North Cascades National Park, Montana and South Dakota. Tori Lou will have her instructional driving permit and will occasionally take the wheel while dad takes a break to chew his fingernails.
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South by Southwest

I just returned last week from my fifth return visit to southern California since completing proton treatment for prostate cancer less than two years ago. Three of the trips were by car - each 4,000 miles round trip  - and none of the trips were for medical treatment. They were for book promotion, attending meetings and visiting friends along the way.

At the most recent Loma Linda support group meeting it was my pleasure to introduce the featured speaker, Bob Marckini, founder of the Brotherhood of the Balloon and one of the leading advocates and spokespersons for proton treatment in the country. Watch for Bob's book to be published soon. To learn more about the Brotherhood of the Balloon and proton treatment visit www.protonbob.com.
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What's that down there?  Mountains?

Ever thought about how much you miss by flying to places in an airplane?

If you have never driven through the Colorado Rockies or the deserts and canyons of Utah, make sure you do.

If you've never steered your car on the winding oceanside highway along the coast of California they call the Big Sur, make sure you do.

If you've never hugged the rim of the world, climbing 6,000 feet in less than an hour in the San Bernardino Mountains, make sure you do.

If you've never driven along the upper Mississippi and seen the barges and bluffs proudly sporting their massiveness, or crossed the bridge over Tampa Bay at night, make sure you do.

The last time I flew on a commercial flight, I was trapped for four hours between two zero-personality guys, one snoring and twitching, the other sneezing and snorting. My restless brain syndrome kicked in big time. 

How I wished I could pull in to an interstate rest stop, fire up the vending machine and gaze in wonder at the map on the wall - finding the "you are here" arrow pointing out the local history and nearby wonders of nature. Then, get back in the car, turn on a little Jack Johnson music and enjoy some good old "down to earth" travel.
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Notable Quote

"Although human subtlety makes a variety of inventions by different means to the same end, it will never devise an invention more beautiful, more simple, or more direct than does nature, because in her inventions nothing is lacking, and nothing is superfluous."

~ Leonardo DaVinci 
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 Volume 2 - Issue 9                                                  Mid-May  -  2006

Volume 2 - Issue 8                                        May - 2006

This newsletter, written by Bill Vancil, author of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", is intended not only for those who've read the book, but for anyone who thinks, feels, hopes and prays.
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Best Sellers at Tate

(Oklahoma City) In its monthly newsletter, Tate Publishing announced its top sellers for Jan-Mar, 2006.

1. Crystal Meth: They Call it Ice by Dr. Mary Holley
2. Don’t Fear the Big Dogs by Bill Vancil
3. Opposite Schmopposite by Paul and EmilyAnn Moses
4. You Only Think God Is Silent by Julie Ann Allen
5. A Sweet Oblation by Irma Silva-Barbeau
6. Nothing But the Blood by B. L. James
7. Alive if Possible, Dead if Necessary by Dee Cordry
8. Fight Fatigue by Dr. Mary Ann Bauman
9. A Light in the Shadow by Anna Zernickow
10. The Last Tear Drop by Lee Parmeter

(Tate Publishing has over 500 books in circulation, the above rankings are based on sales from 1st Quarter, 2006) 
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Frequently Asked Questions

Q: What other places offer proton radiation therapy besides Loma Linda?
At this time there are only two: Harvard University (Francis H. Burr Proton Therapy Center at Massachusetts General Hospital Cancer Center) and Indiana University (Midwest Proton Radiotherapy Institute, Bloomington, IN).  Two more prestigious institutions will open proton treatment facilities this summer. They are M.D. Anderson Proton Treatment Center, Houston, TX and University of Florida Proton Therapy Institute at Shands, Jacksonville.

Q: Besides defeating prostate cancer what do you value most from your Journey to Loma Linda?
A: That's an easy one. There are two things. A much better perspective on what's important in life. And, all the great friends Tori Lou and I made along the way.

Q: Is Sebastian the St. Bernard your dog?
A: No, he lives across the alley from the duplex we rented while I was undergoing treatment. We visit him every time we go back to Loma Linda. Tori Lou refers to him as her "first California friend." He has been featured in newspaper stories (San Bernardino Sun and Inland Valley Daily Bulletin) and even attended a support group meeting with us at the LLUMC Proton Treatment Center last summer.  
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Upcoming Events

May 16-20 - California - WTIE radio and WVCR-TV, LLUMC Support Group Meeting and Proton Treatment Center International Advisory Council meetings.
June  8 -  LaCrosse, WI - WIZM Radio, Mike Hayes Show, 7:45 am
June  8 -  LaCrosse, WI - Barnes & Noble, Hwy 16, Valley View Mall, 6:00 pm
June 27 - Eugene, OR - Barnes & Noble, Valley River Center, SW Barton, 6:00 pm
June 29 - Seattle, WA - Barnes & Noble, SW Barton St., 6:30 pm
July  15 - Rochester, MN - Barnes & Noble, Apache Mall, 1:00 pm
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The Dark Cloud of Indecision

It looms ominous on the horizon - the wrenching anxiety one faces when trying to make a life-changing, perhaps life-saving decision. In the case of those who've recently been diagnosed with prostate cancer it goes something like this: "Should I have surgery? Or, maybe seed implants? What about X-Ray radiation, and what's this thing called proton radiation? How do I decide? And, how will I feel once I've decided?"

This week I had a call from a California man facing this dilemma.  I told him:

1) Do your homework. Learn all you can about the disease and all the types of treatment.

2) Once you've decided which treatment is best for you, put away the stacks of research notes. Proceed with confidence and a positive attitude. You will know when the dark cloud lifts. It's a marvelous feeling.

In Chapter Two of  "Don't Fear the Big Dogs", I wrote:

"The sometimes permeating smog was hardly noticeable, on that Leap Day, Sunday, February 29th, as I felt the reassuring jostle of rubber touching concrete on the runway at Ontario. While driving the twenty-five minutes to Loma Linda in my gray Hyundai rental car, I sensed that this was the start of an experience that would be not only life saving, but life changing.     

The mountains sixty miles east of Los Angeles were still covered with clean white snow, but the sun was warm and the sky was bright blue with hope. The Wisconsin chill in my bones began to evaporate and with it, the fear I’d secretly held within."
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Notable Quote

"The self is not something ready-made, but something in continuous formation through choice of action."  ~ John Dewey (1859 - 1952)
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Volume 2 - Issue 6                                                  April - 2006

Volume 1 - Issue 3                                             Mid-October,  2005

Volume 1 - Issue 1                                          Mid-September,  2005